I can’t go on, and I come undone and there’s nothing left in me.

In "Honey & Clover", Ikuta Toma's character realised he didn't know anymore what he was doing. That he was going nowhere. That he hadn't found his passion in life. So he just left. Packed a few necessity, got on a bike and just left. He'd ride his bike for as long and as far as he could, then stop, rest, and then keep going. He didn't have anyone or anything. But he just left anyway.

It's what I wish I could do. If I can't die, and I can't get an education and a career and because I have no future here or anything, I just wish I could go like that. Either just get on my bike and make my way away. Or jump on a plane and just go somewhere really far away. I wish I could disappear from this place, cause it's too painful to be here.